Luke 23:43
“Today
you will be with me in paradise.”
One thing that really
gets me about this detail of the crucifixion is that it ever happened at
all. Two thieves are hanging on crosses
beside Jesus. One of them mocks
him. The second thief tells the first to
shut up and not bother Jesus. He makes
his own little comment, though. He says,
“Jesus, remember me when you come into
your kingdom.” And with all three of
them dying there, I really think he was pouring out some bitterness. What I hear is incredible regret about his
own life. I hear how hopes and dreams,
the sort that anybody would have for himself or herself so often end up cut
short, ended, crucified.
It just amazes me that
Jesus answers him, that Jesus says anything at all. He was already half dead – and that’s not
just an expression. You know all that he
had been through in the past hours: whipping and a crown of thorns, beatings
and torture. He didn’t have much time
left, and what he had was dripping away like blood from an open wound. What’s the worst pain you’ve ever felt? His was more severe.
And in the middle of
that, he heard what was going on around him.
He heard, and he paid attention.
How could anybody do that? Pain
at that level becomes an all-encompassing experience. It takes over the mind and the heart. It is all that somebody knows. There is just no room in the sufferer for anything
else, no way to think or speak. But
Jesus heard this man through the difficulty of his breathing, through the
tearing of his muscles, through the dislocation of his shoulders, through the
screaming, blinding pain. He blocked out
nothing. And he heard not just the sound
or even the words, but all that was behind them. How could on a cross still care about a
stranger?
But Jesus cared. To the end he cared.
Push it one step
further still. He cared, and he offered
hope. The bitterness of the thieves could
have been his own. He could have done
what Job’s wife told him to do in his suffering, “curse God and die.” Jesus
did no such thing. He did not let go of
God’s promise to the end, and would not let anyone else let go. He would be in paradise, not oblivion;
heaven, not the grave. Nor would he let
anyone else fall without hope into death.
“You will be with me. In paradise.”
Jesus remembers us,
too. And he has come into his kingdom.
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